It's been raining this past couple of days and as usual im in and out of the rain most of the time thx to work..Hahax..Oh well!! It'sjust part of the job that iv'e to cope with.Something kept coming to my min dthough how busy and hectic my day was.And that thing is you hmm...
Don't give up on me k ma love i may be super busy these couple of days and that i'm gonna leave you here while i went off to Bintan to do work...I will come back for you no matter how far ive gone or how difficult it seemed to be, as long as you remained true(feelings)..
I may not bethe best man on earth or the cutest but acknowledge this when i say I Will Not Fail in this r/s...To me you are the pillar whereby without you i will crumble.....Independant,strong headed as i am theres still some weakness in me that i have come to realised when a year plus have past into this r/s....
I thank you for your patience,love,endurance and tolerance in this r/s really appreciate.
I'm goin away for a short while this time but the next time i may be gone for a longer period of time plz wait and don't you die on me(feelings).
Hmms... emo it may seemed and i know that i'm talking to maself but this is sumthing that i neva want to foreget and that is i truely love you...
Hope this r/s last a lifetime.......HAhax
Monday, October 27, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Patience
Haiz......Been super bz with work plus the sideline job,when u think thats everything gonna be fine it just get busier each time hahx....Oh well!! Thats life beb?
I beleive its about time to rethink bout my future and plan ahead wat isit i wanna do in the years to come....Need to be disciplined plus start savings big time been spending too much so its time to keep for future use though i have no idea y im doin so it's always gd to prepare for rainy day..
The source of my strenght always comes from u and thats superb though i know that most of the time it's just me hehe....We have been spending gd quality time we have though hw limited it could be at times...we are both bz but i believe wat keeps us strong is the knowledge and the know how each other behave and feel...
Well,inthe weeks to come i'm just gonna get super bz,tons of things to clear at FA and got upcoming camps to clear hahax....Hopefully SI is not making use of me while they get all the credit,I've been sharing too much and being too nice to ppl that sometimes they just take advantage of me and that sucks....
FA hmms....got no idea whats in it for me i'm now more of a follower then being a leader that i should be....Oh well its juz some shitty things that keeps on happening there hopefully i would juz pass by.
IRATA thats something that i'm gona take early next yr for sure...From there then i shall plan ahead again waahaha.....
May FA recognised and acknowledge the hard earn job that ive done for them....
Hmmss.....gonna chill now and take things one at time for the time being...
Love Ma GAl
Cherished and treasure her.
Care for my little devil (Ilham)
Be independant and i will pass thru this CONFIRMED...
Cheers..
I beleive its about time to rethink bout my future and plan ahead wat isit i wanna do in the years to come....Need to be disciplined plus start savings big time been spending too much so its time to keep for future use though i have no idea y im doin so it's always gd to prepare for rainy day..
The source of my strenght always comes from u and thats superb though i know that most of the time it's just me hehe....We have been spending gd quality time we have though hw limited it could be at times...we are both bz but i believe wat keeps us strong is the knowledge and the know how each other behave and feel...
Well,inthe weeks to come i'm just gonna get super bz,tons of things to clear at FA and got upcoming camps to clear hahax....Hopefully SI is not making use of me while they get all the credit,I've been sharing too much and being too nice to ppl that sometimes they just take advantage of me and that sucks....
FA hmms....got no idea whats in it for me i'm now more of a follower then being a leader that i should be....Oh well its juz some shitty things that keeps on happening there hopefully i would juz pass by.
IRATA thats something that i'm gona take early next yr for sure...From there then i shall plan ahead again waahaha.....
May FA recognised and acknowledge the hard earn job that ive done for them....
Hmmss.....gonna chill now and take things one at time for the time being...
Love Ma GAl
Cherished and treasure her.
Care for my little devil (Ilham)
Be independant and i will pass thru this CONFIRMED...
Cheers..
Monday, October 13, 2008
Not As Bad
The start of the day wasn't that gd,gotta send the elderly to the clinic due to sum unforesee cicumstances.....then hit by the bomb!!!!HAiz.....What to do just got to deal with it for that moment.....Have to just stay calm and do the right thing and priotise was very important to settle the problem at hand....
U appeared?Like a blessing in disguised,u help me thru my difficult time once again.I really appreciate what is being done and i thank you with all ma heart and soul.
Thank you so much u made it all better and i hope we spend more time together even though just like tonite it makes it so worthwhile....Hmmsss......
Love u always
Muacks
U appeared?Like a blessing in disguised,u help me thru my difficult time once again.I really appreciate what is being done and i thank you with all ma heart and soul.
Thank you so much u made it all better and i hope we spend more time together even though just like tonite it makes it so worthwhile....Hmmsss......
Love u always
Muacks
Monday, October 6, 2008
Goin Climbing
Woohoo
I goin for ma climb again today hahax...Notin unusual it's just the wonderfull feeling that get you excited bout before you go out.You pack all your gears the day before double,triple check your equipments to make sure you don't miss anything hahax....You try and see which one of your super big bag is suitable and comfortable for you to use plus you don't fucking care what the world is gonna think of you hahax.
Whats more interesting is to know that your other half is ok with whatever you are doin and she is supportive bout it...It just makes the feeling ONE notch higher waahaha...Get to spend time with you y'day,though nothing much happen but its like super cool lar.....It's always good to keep things simple,tight and tidy...Things will turn out well...
Hmms......i ma still on ma bed though now hahx....Just taking ma time to get up from ma bed hee...
Shower,get dressed then Dairy Farm here i come
I goin for ma climb again today hahax...Notin unusual it's just the wonderfull feeling that get you excited bout before you go out.You pack all your gears the day before double,triple check your equipments to make sure you don't miss anything hahax....You try and see which one of your super big bag is suitable and comfortable for you to use plus you don't fucking care what the world is gonna think of you hahax.
Whats more interesting is to know that your other half is ok with whatever you are doin and she is supportive bout it...It just makes the feeling ONE notch higher waahaha...Get to spend time with you y'day,though nothing much happen but its like super cool lar.....It's always good to keep things simple,tight and tidy...Things will turn out well...
Hmms......i ma still on ma bed though now hahx....Just taking ma time to get up from ma bed hee...
Shower,get dressed then Dairy Farm here i come
Saturday, October 4, 2008
It's just me
Haiz....
Been trying to be a fucking nice guy but sometimes it just seemed to hard.I am an outdoor person but i do have feelings too u know...There are times that i just wanna spend it with you? There are times that i need to be alone?Well...the worst is when you expect somebody to understand you fully...now that sucks!!! Hahax....
No one can trully understand how u feel or how you behave,it's just a cycle of ups and downs plus you just got to deal with it...hehe!!!
Remain calm,stay composed is what i've been doing through out,though it can be so bloody difficult sometimes...Fuck!!Oh well shit happens and you just got to deal with it one at a time...
As for YOU plz DUN FUCKING TAKE ME FOR GRANTED caused not everytime a person can stay calm....LIke the sea its not always calm there's bound to be high tsunamis at times it's just a matter of how you deal with it.
"Whatever doesn't kills u,it makes you stronger" the saying goes and i'm holding strongly to it at the moment.May this fucking storm pass and let there be magnificant light after it...
It hurts when you say your freinds comes 1st,then what am i to you...Fucking hell a bloody spare part....oh well i understand school is important but you just don't fucking care bout hw i feel do you or you just got no fucking idea...
Hahax its ok only time will tell....Hahax if YOU do read this then my advice is do not take it to heart....
P/s:I tried to plan something for your b'day but you are gona be bloody bz.....
oh well shit happens
Been trying to be a fucking nice guy but sometimes it just seemed to hard.I am an outdoor person but i do have feelings too u know...There are times that i just wanna spend it with you? There are times that i need to be alone?Well...the worst is when you expect somebody to understand you fully...now that sucks!!! Hahax....
No one can trully understand how u feel or how you behave,it's just a cycle of ups and downs plus you just got to deal with it...hehe!!!
Remain calm,stay composed is what i've been doing through out,though it can be so bloody difficult sometimes...Fuck!!Oh well shit happens and you just got to deal with it one at a time...
As for YOU plz DUN FUCKING TAKE ME FOR GRANTED caused not everytime a person can stay calm....LIke the sea its not always calm there's bound to be high tsunamis at times it's just a matter of how you deal with it.
"Whatever doesn't kills u,it makes you stronger" the saying goes and i'm holding strongly to it at the moment.May this fucking storm pass and let there be magnificant light after it...
It hurts when you say your freinds comes 1st,then what am i to you...Fucking hell a bloody spare part....oh well i understand school is important but you just don't fucking care bout hw i feel do you or you just got no fucking idea...
Hahax its ok only time will tell....Hahax if YOU do read this then my advice is do not take it to heart....
P/s:I tried to plan something for your b'day but you are gona be bloody bz.....
oh well shit happens
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Hmms wad a day...Been in ma room the entire morning got notin better to do...Haiz!!!Lol
Oh well though it seems that you are forever bz nw all i cn do is juz understand and hopefully your feelings doesn't change...You know something you can be super confused bout ur own feelings sumtimes and bein a Man in ur life i keep on trying to make u understand wats goin on hahax....Make sense?Shud be lar huh!...Well!!! thats the way its gona be for now.
You are special to me and knowing the fact that you prioritise your frens more then me doesn't hurt my ego that doesn't mean u can take me for granted and u better not...
It may seemed like i'm the only into this rite nw but i do know and realised that u are part of it as much as i am.We are juz 2 weird creatures who doesn't know en to feel and wen not to haha....
Oh well??? Realy appreciate u cumin dwn y'day evening even though hw much u yearn to be with your frens...Thank you so much
About today hmm.....that wud be a differnt story,i duno we shall see hw...
Time for ma fovourite part in ma life CLIMBING yippee
Oh well though it seems that you are forever bz nw all i cn do is juz understand and hopefully your feelings doesn't change...You know something you can be super confused bout ur own feelings sumtimes and bein a Man in ur life i keep on trying to make u understand wats goin on hahax....Make sense?Shud be lar huh!...Well!!! thats the way its gona be for now.
You are special to me and knowing the fact that you prioritise your frens more then me doesn't hurt my ego that doesn't mean u can take me for granted and u better not...
It may seemed like i'm the only into this rite nw but i do know and realised that u are part of it as much as i am.We are juz 2 weird creatures who doesn't know en to feel and wen not to haha....
Oh well??? Realy appreciate u cumin dwn y'day evening even though hw much u yearn to be with your frens...Thank you so much
About today hmm.....that wud be a differnt story,i duno we shall see hw...
Time for ma fovourite part in ma life CLIMBING yippee
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Hari Raya
Hari Raya Puasa
Hmms......to most people its a grt day where they forgive and forget,day to ask for asking for forgiveness and make amends,to meet old and new frens,to remember those who are lost or found....Haiz...
I haven't been celebrating it for the last 8yrs,its like bein left all alone with in the world.Everytime i wana treasure the day,the moment,shit happens.
I so wana spend it with you but i understand that you are bz so yupp...All i can do is be patient and contempted that u still acknowledge my existence.....
Hahax as bad as it may sound i'm still so much in love with you hope you realised it.To all that is celebrating the joyous day cherished it while it last....
It's juz ma life,ma Hari Raya
Hmms......to most people its a grt day where they forgive and forget,day to ask for asking for forgiveness and make amends,to meet old and new frens,to remember those who are lost or found....Haiz...
I haven't been celebrating it for the last 8yrs,its like bein left all alone with in the world.Everytime i wana treasure the day,the moment,shit happens.
I so wana spend it with you but i understand that you are bz so yupp...All i can do is be patient and contempted that u still acknowledge my existence.....
Hahax as bad as it may sound i'm still so much in love with you hope you realised it.To all that is celebrating the joyous day cherished it while it last....
It's juz ma life,ma Hari Raya
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