Things are looking up though I'm alil skeptical or shud i say wary bout what or how things would end up hahax......Maybe life have taught me to be alil more careful...

Coz plan as much as u can but the end product will only comes when it actually end and life is a life long journey so yupp....

Though at times i maybe lost....
I may get confused....
Made a wrong decision....
Choose the wrong things...
Impulsive.....
Say things that are not meant to say.....

Oh well its just me being me waahahax......So live with it!!!!
There are times also that

I learn from it....
Make good judgement calls...
Choose wisely....
Think beyond imagination....
And say the right things at the right times

What it all proves is that I am still human waahaha

I have no fucking idea y am i writing in this blog rite now other then just to kill time anyway LOL
Oh well it must be one of the random nite whereby Idham who is me got noting better to do waahahahahahahah............

What a day it was fucking super bz today that i dun even have time to pee let alone to smoke ARGH!!!though it's fucking gd for the company but it's definitely fucking taxing on the operation...Some kids makes me smile though with their sincere smiles and gestures....Haisss.....
They just never failed to make my day better....hmmm........

To top it up when reached home my lil bro was there to greet me and being as helpful as he always have been he cheer me up and that somehow or rather just managed to recharge me a little.....

Work can never be dun or finish that's for sure but the littlest things that ppl did and how appreciative they can be would just makes ur day better hehe.....

And even though I'm like so freaking fucking tired now I am just gathering whatever strength left in me to meet u(dun get it the wrong way plz.......)I just need to let it out some where rather then bottling it up....
And having a blog happens to be one way hahaxxx.......

2day is good and believe 2mrw would be better....

Though I'm kinda tired and feeling "Sian" to go to work on my off day i think it's worth my time....At the end of the half day of work i managed to pick up a couple of new skills and knowledge with regards to the outdoors which is FUN!!!Waahaha..........
The gd news is that i maybe goin to France by Sept this year cool or what woohooo!!!Really hope it does comes true been waiting for it for quite some time now hehe,though mt heart aches with the thoughts of leaving my beloved ones but if it's for a gd course why not? Right.....Hehehe...

Simplicity is the best Policy that's what i believed for now......And never take things for granted....

Leading a life of simplicity somehow or rather would lead to peacefulness of mind...The outdoors is where i truly enjoyed and felt home....Though theres tons of stuff i still wanna learn and pick up i believe i may be able to accomplish in this lifetime....Life is to short to waste it....

Nature with all it's magnificality and destructibility is enough for you to keep on learning bout life,love and yourself.....Like the saying says or at least the way i said it

Be Jack of all trades but Master of none.....

Cheers babe til my next entry aite......

Things maybe getting better it maybe not but whatever it is I'm not gonna take any chances cause its always best to prepare for rainy days.Even if the storm have pass thru u may never know if there is a second wave or the ripple effect so yupp...hahax

life teaches u to be strong,smart and it can only get better if u realised the mistakes done and by not repeating it.....Though it's easier said then done but those who managed to learn from it grew stronger each time....And that's the way life is it's one heck of a long life-long journey....

At every junction you just got to choose where you wanna head to...By doing so you just gotta be strong and face it....Hehe this is just one of the random msgers I've got for ma self so best of luck!!!

Though lots things have been happening for the past couple of weeks,remaining calm and composed seemed to work really well for me this time round.

Maybe I'm getting mature?
Maybe I just can't be bothered?
or maybe I'm just too fucking lazy to think?

Well...whatever it is,it's working perfectly well for me rite now hehe.....

It's always best to remain true to oneself and not let others influence the way you think cause at the end of the day you are the one who's gonna face the music and bear the outcome....And that's the way life is so u gotta know when to take risk and when to do your math properly...If the sum does not come out well then u learn from it and move on....No matter how painful it might be(though it's easier said then done)

I've been going back doing some camps and programme and i really enjoyed it...It makes me fresh and the best part is it refreshers me automatically.....Get to pick up all the forgotten facilitation pointers that's not only helpful to the participants but also to myself....Self reflecting is good at times when u can think with a clear head hahax...

If u cannot change the situation then at times its best u change yourself to fit into the situation.