Love the man,hate the beast within

Love the man....
Hate the beast within...

Hmmm......it seems like a profound tag line waahaha....Though I believe this chick have pick it up somewhere,somehow or rather it's kindda makes sense when she told me this...
It's not my intention to lead you or mind fucked you.You read the signs wrongly and i did my best to explain it to ya!!!But you are just too emotionally attached to me which freaks me out.
The stickier you get to me,the more it would repels me off so yupp...

Whatever it is I'm better this way...The cough,the bleeding and the drinking have yet to stop....Though the drinking amplified the emotions I am more in control of it now...As for the bleeding I just don't fucking care anymore,shall just let whatever happens,happened.

Shall live my life these way and will see what the future holds.
Know my strength and acknowledge the weakness so yupp

Here we go again,same shit different day.

Was having a hell of good time over the past few weeks,enjoying,savouring,learning and was practically bz.Now that it starts to soothe down then the boringness re-emerge ARGH!!!What the fuck!!!The emptiness,the hollowness and the semi-lost state of life comes settling in...
No wonder some ppl just choose to commit suicide or turn to suicidal mode hahax....And seriously i find that kindda interesting how magically stupid the human brain work!!!waahaha

Though there are tons out there who wanna change me badly.....My only Answer to that is SORRY!!! You can fucking try but when I've made up my mind it's difficult for anyone to pass thru me caused no one can go thru me unless I let them to....so yupp

Damn Shit!!!

The days are tough but whatever that doesn't kills u makes u stronger.....so yupp.
Been in and out of the sun most of the time,now I look like a bangladesh worker waahaha....
Shit happens I move on....Now,currently still am moving but where will it leads to??? Quite frankly I seriously don't care I'm just savouring whatever moment there is to it....

To all the ladies to bad if I happen to be a heartbreaker/selfless jerk. I did told u gals that there is no more romm for love to me caused it does not exist to me anymore...waahaha.So if u think u wana try to change my perceptions and thinking........well my advice better not cause its just a waste of time u will end up getting fuck by me then after awhile i will dump your sorry ass,BITCH so FUCK OFF.I need NO gals in mylife u are just meant to be fucked and getting fucked at so like what I've mention FUCK OFF.

Don't try to play your mind fucking games with caused it ain't gonna work.A piece of wholesome shit heads.

My advice to all my great lady friends out there,You will always be my darlings and I ain't gonna hurt u at all,anyways u ladies would have understand me well enough by now and please don't be like all those fucking bitches who tried to change me aite.Love u all always...........