What the fuck???

I have no fucking idea what's with me today.Fall from height twice today while doing rescue and assist.
I believe I'm not in the right state of mind for being so stupid and all....Oh well it's just part of the job if the pain does not go away i will be heading to the hospital later....Haiz.....

Tried to call u a couple of times but my guess is u are busy!!!!

So be it Idam is in a down mood now with all his freaking injury thanx to his stupidity or heroic action trying to safe others while neglecting his own FUCKING SAFETY....Well shit happen right and it may have happen for a reason....It's either me or someone else...

Ever wonder why the fuck u care so much for others when they don't give a damn about u.U can be the nicest guy on earth and u may have tried ur very best to change for the better but in the end does it matter....People will only know how to judge and don't even care for ur very existence.

As for me right now I'm in fucking pain shall not continue with this and shall head out argh!!!!!!!!!Till the next entry perhaps..........................................