Regroup

It's time to regroup,re-plan and do the things proper.
Had enough of this fucking miserable life!!! Whatever that have already been planned it's time for me to put it into actions...will take all the little steps need to get the big picture done.

Finance is fucking terribly wrong for me.I am so fucking sure to bounce back from the shit hole that I've been thrown into....Yupp I maybe fucking dirty and filthy not to mention pathetic.
No one got the fucking rite to judge or say what I'm doing is wrong..

I've always been like a candle to everyone especially my own DAMN family,giving them light to guide their way,enough warmth to keep them warm when they are cold but the fucking facts is I'm the fucking one who get burnt and melted away and being ignored left to dry and harden so that I could just be scraped off to dust and thrown away.

Though it's the festive season now,time for forgiveness and be merry..........
There's this big lump in my heart...The meaning of Hari Raya has just gone down the drain for me caused there is no point celebrating it.I am now left cold alone in the fucking coldest region in the world...

Hari Raya I am so fucking gonna disappeared as far as i could caused it's not meant for me.........
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!