Restrained

It's had to change and old habit caused it's inbuilt!!!Haiz....what the fuck most of the time u would jut wanna react to "causes" immediately...

It started with a camp that they wanted me to run but I'm just so fucking lazy to really follow thru caused i know or it feels like others are taking me for granted/making use of me....Maybe it's true maybe it's not but who is there to judge so fuck it just follow the flow and let fate decides....Waahaha

The next thing that follows makes me feels confused,furious/panicked and off balance...Especially when u know your love ones are lost and the 1st instint that come to me was to leave everything behind and jump onto the next available transport or just run to the destination and give all the necessary assistance needed...I cannot sleep,eat,think or do anything proper but to know that at the end of the process the love ones learn something out of it was enough to console me.

Darn it maybe it's true sometimes i can be a perfectionist but at times you may need to let nature takes its course caused knowledge are meant to be shared and in the outdoors u have to...There are times you need to exercise your command and control and there are times that you just need humble and go back down to earth...

And that is the fact of life.....Live,love,life

Valentine Day

V Day is the day to remember??? Yupp2!!! True that especially if the string of event are impact full and life learning waahaahaha...

Part 1
Almost died the day before,bcoz for some god damn reason theres an ortistic child who suddenly pushed himself away from safety while i was directly him,coaching him...He just decided to snap at it when we were almost reaching to the platform...Fucking hell luckily I'm alert enough to react on time if not i would have end up on the ground injured/paralyse/dead...Haiz!!!

Part 2
Went home to find out i actually received my new cards a.k.a ATM,Debit and Credit cards.Though my joy was short lived after that coz the fucking bank did not mail the pin....so no pin means cards are redundant what the fuck???So i did what other smart ass guys would do kol the fucking bank...And after 2 Fucking hrs the bank told me that they cannot retrieved the pin and theres no way for to retrieved it either unless i go to the bloody bank the next day...HELLO!!! I'm leaving the very nite fucking stupid dumb ass fella....
Oh well at least by the end of the nite i managed to make it on time to meet the love of ma life,though she managed to see the surprised that I've got her as a present...

Part 3
Reach Kuantan in the wee hours of dawn.And apparently i have to give Lil help to them to organise it proper....It was manageable..
The trip up the waterfall trek was magnificent,the waterfall-Gorgeous and I'm glad i get to witness it with you hahax....With all the pleasantly we have to rush back down haiz.....

Part 4(Travel back to JB)
At JB we decided to get a room for the nite...AT fucking 2am we were disturb by the officer from religious laws of JB(motherfucker)I'm a fucking S'porean and they don't give a fuck....So being a gd Samaritan i ask for the procedure and the ass whipping pigeon motherfucker cannot answer...
Both me and ma love ones were dragged to a lock-up for a crime which doesn't even exist....So there we were spending the nites of V day in a cell..Fucking interesting rite!!!The next day i was released on bail and home sweet home it is..

One thing I've got to admit though it was a lifetime experienced to be in there to see how people react plus the massive emotions and action are.And how friendship are being forged...It's definitely not a situation you wanna go thru twice...

V day is a day to remember also because this is where our love was tested.Our love,dedication and sincerity was the proof of how strong our feelings are towards each other.It's something which i will never forget. And my love for you grew tremondously.....

Work keep on piling up like tons of rubbish being thrown everyday....Haiz what to do but u just got to keep it up so that you stay current and not left in a mess.

Oh well!!! Life goes on and you've got to live with it in other to survive....

Suddenly there's not enough time for everything....Shit what is wrong with whole fucking world can't it just chill down for awhile hahaxxx.....Well??? that's what i want anyway for now hehe....

I don't give a DAMN bout my surroundings these days....Maybe I'm just in my can't be bothered ZONE so all the peeps out there don't even fucking try!!!!Waahaha!!!

As for you my one and only treasure,treasured you've been super busy lar....ARGH!!! but it's OK i understand it so yupp...

Currently cycling,climbing and spending time with you happen to keep me more relaxed and calm which is great though i hope to spend more time with you...hehe!!! Don't get me wrong I'm not being clingy and all it just some feelings that i have.
P/s:Thanx for your help with my presentation though in the end i change quite a fair part of it hehe

Finally after a long dreaded wait i finally got what i wanted.....

It feels Gd cruising around,

It feels free as bird to roamed anywhere i wanna go,

It's worth the wait,and to top it off i saved tons more money now

Hahax and i smoke a lot lesser comparatively woohooo!!!!

Thanx darling for ur understanding and i really appreciate it....