It's a new kindda wierd feeling for me.....
Love my gf? Yes I do!!!
Miss my gf? Tremendously loads!!!

But again i don't really know how to show or let her feel it.Maybe I'm doomed for....Whatever that comes across my mind which was supposed to be convey to my gf just go thru the sms.....Argh I even mistakenly sms her in freaking malay lar....How stupid can i get...And now I bet she got doubts on me haiz............Sometimes gd intentions just get misinterpreted and it leads to another downfall...

Damn it I love my gf too much that sometimes when i have her in my mind in some other languages it just comes out by verbally if not thru writing...Is this gd or bad???
Seriously i have no ans to my own question now and that sucks.............

She have been bz and now that she is free i don't have the means to meet her.Financially broke!Got tons of work needs to clear! She is not feeling too well!!!
ARGH what the fuck is wrong with the world!!!
Why can't u just let me enjoy my time with me love ones without any hesitations or limitations argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!