Ok i have already decided now that it's gonna be no more nonsense for financial planing this month.
Damn it I fucking really hate the situation I'm fucking in this fucking shit hole.

Time to move on,get better and prove to myself again....

Went out with my love one again this afternoon though i don't really feel to well abt our first few conversation it just made me realised What a fucking loser I am,Yes!!! a fucking loser though i have lost this financial battle I definitely have gained enough experienced to know how to handle the situation if it ever arise again. And i fucking swear I am so gonna prepare myself to make sure that such fucking situation never happen to me again...

Once bitten twice shy now I am so gonna work my ass off to go back to where i used to be.I fucking understand it's gonna be tough for all this to happen this year but enough is enough and it's fucking time to get up and smell the fucking sunshine....

It's all about executing the fucking plan now...Only I can make it happen