I know it's not gonna be any better if i created the distance but whatever the fuck it is....
I'm just gonna disappear....It's freezing cold and there is more day then night,what the fuck just don't care and don't bother.I know for a fact I am losing myself.There is no more me as I know it.
Goodbye 2009,the year that kills me,I have no fucking idea why u decide the way you do.whatever it is it just kills me.....so fuck it,got no family,no frends,no love...........Just waiting for the time ther will be no more me......