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When i thought that I could come thru,I just gotta bump into u..........
Drinking is my only way to hide/run though it bleeds more then before....

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An alien species fell in love with humans and no matter what happens they still push thru it....
They learn from each other.....What began as impossible to be,they prove it all wrong....
Though he was the hero but she is definitely the pillar.....
She stood up for him,guide him the way,show him what it meant.......
It meant to all,It meant a whole lot to him......
Though he comes close to death a million times but she is there,....always.....

Back to reality, I'm still sober and I've decided it's up 2 me to make u hate me now.....
The more u hate the better it's gonna be....
I know u can never forget.....
I know I can never walk with my head held high....

The more i bleed.the more pain i gather the better,forget bout all the medicine,technology and science caused the pain inside is purely unbearable....
Committing Suicide I tried,trust me I trully did....but I hold on to my very last promise and that is I won't...so yupp.....
Let me be,let me go away from these place...somehow,somewhere i can still feel u inside me,loving/caring for me but ur answer won't change so let it be....
So much have been done,so much effort and love,and the very word love i hate now....

It doesn't mean a thing to u now so yupp...........
There is no answers................
Let it be..............
Let it flow,let it flow.....

To Sujata ur guesses are true I am having internal bleeding now....
But it does not hurt as much as to what i am feeling now....
Let me enjoy the liquor and alcohol now k.....
And for sure I am goin away,please help me look after her....
Let no one ever bully her aite.....

Thank you