The urge?
The crave?
Humanity gone wild???
What the fuck is happening..........If i don't stop these all I know that it's gonna be worse than before.....Argh!!! Been laying low for a long time now but now it's been triggered again.....rar.
Have i fallen deeply in love that when it hurts it turns me inside out,is it the life experienced of seeing someone close to me go /drifted away angers me or is it because of the near misses with death again that makes me this way.....
It's like not having the sense of touch to feel,no sense of taste other than bitterness,no sight to see the light,no smell other then blood and last but not least no heart to LOVE......
Night have become day to me.........
And the interesting part of it all I tend to think,do things better in the night.........
Have I lost my way,is it just a dream......Part of me wish that it is but I know for a fact that it is not......
Everything that I try to do good, will end up the opposite.....argh!!!! What the fuck is wrong with me.......Help a friend who got injured badly,help my own fucking mother but the effect of it???
My own love hated me,I'm on the brink of losing my job the very bloody motherfucking job that I've put 2yrs of undying commitment.........
I tried to be there for your special day,did a magnificent sand wording sculpture of your name and mother nature tore it apart thanks to the rain and the beach.......Though I stupidly enough stand in the pouring rain drench wet and cold to the bone and with fullest passion to get it done and when it's done I brainlessly again tried to call you though I know that you won't be there to answer it......
What is fucking wrong with me......Am I human???
Heart beating but there's no love....
Eyes looking but cannot see....
RAR!!!
The best thing of all, afterall the fucking shit, u came back and tell me u want to end it???
What the fuck.
Enough is enough don't ever even think that i was part of your life,treat that i never existed...
After 3yrs it all meant nothing at all to you.....
Life sucks,maybe there's a better place to be.... FUCK OFF SINGAPORE.....
FUCK OFF TO LIFE!!!
ALASKA............
Thank you
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